"She used to believe in the world that was right in front of her. Where she felt safe && secure. Happily blinded. She passed by her surroundings like every second did. W/out hesitation. W/out taking a moment’s pause to really see. To really see wat is right in front of her. Not the curtain. But the rope. The rope that opens && closes it. The key to it all. && there it was……right in front of her. All along. W/out ever realizing wat was blocking her way. All of those thoughts never came to mind. She never really used her mind. Because she never had to. She was raised not to. A big mistake. Big mistake indeed. That is detrimental to life. She told herself ‘How could I?’ Never again she said. She decided to finally do something………………..pull the rope………&& there it was. An open curtain.
She said to herself in repeat, ‘….Don’t let me fade away.’”
Throwback Thurs: When I was training w/ the Belmont Shores crew. They were cool ppl! ^-^ Shoutout to Steph, my fave shift super! Loved her.<3
“Sometimes we love people so much that we have to be numb to it. Because if we actually felt how much we love them, it would kill us. That doesn’t make you a bad person. It just means your heart’s too big.”
— Brittany Murphy.<3
I forever <3 that quote.
Walked by a bridge the other day to see a poor little duck sitting among our filth, shit, && just loads of a mixture of our rotten watever the hell else we dump. It makes me sick to know we live in a ugly world. && all it takes is one second to stop, look around, && open ur fking eyes to everything instead of just ourselves.
Throwback Thurs: Last year w/ my cousin at my Grandpa’s last bday…..<3 I will always remember when I sang to him w/ my dad
……u pull me right back in. I honestly feel like we will never truly be over. Because as soon as it feels like it might be, it is like the most scary feeling we could ever feel. Our hearts literally hurt && BURN when we part…..
…but it was honestly refreshing && meant a lot to me when u finally broke out of ur ego && just told me the freakin TRUTH!!!! When u finally became real w/ me && told me those words I have desperately been needing to hear…………..(I need u)………..I, too, was afraid that I had lost u forever….
Oh pizza, oh pizza…….I could never question ur deliciousness……..<3
Its always comforting to know that my sis is always w/ me……..<3